Let me
start with a confession – I walked out of the theatre in quite
an ambivalent state of mind after watching Siddharth Bharathan’s Nidra. I suppose I was
kind of upset and angry but still unclear whether the anger was with the movie
or with what the movie told me. Some movies talk to you consciously – they tell
you things on the face and make you react instantly while some others work at a
sub-conscious level – you don’t necessarily know what the movie meant to you,
atleast initially. Probably Nidra has such an impact…
I haven’t
watched Bharathan’s original Nidra; in fact, not even heard of the movie, so
there are no comparisons that I can make. On second thoughts, it is not even
needed – every movie has to talk for itself and not for it is supposed to stand
for. Nidra is about a man’s descent into a world of insanity, watched
helplessly by his wife and the society as it looks at him half in jest and half
in bewilderment at a condition that they don’t understand or even don’t want to
understand. It isn't an exploration of what drives him into this quagmire but
an observation of how he sinks continuously into it with no support.
In the
initial scenes, we are told that Raju (Siddharth) has had a past where he
suffered from a mental illness after the death of his mother. The doctor Vijay
Menon (who played Raju in Bharathan’s original movie) explains it as a feeling
of extreme paranoia where the character is extremely fearful of everything
around him and cannot trust anyone. He sees his brother and friends as
aggressors who interfere in his activities and don’t allow him to live life the
way he wants to. He is intelligent and talented but there is no one who
understands or appreciates him; his scholarship abroad or money spent on
projects are only to ensure that he does not go berserk.
Aswathy
(Rima Kallingal) enters into this world - maybe as a substitute for his mother
– and is at once sucked into the vortex of this issue. Now, I did wish that the
movie explored the mother-son relationship more so that we can try to
understand his anxieties more but it leaves that idea to our imagination. Raju
needs love to protect him from the outside world that his mother may have
provided for earlier and now his wife hoped to do but she’s alone in shielding
him from emotional taunts of the society. They share a passionate and sensuous
relationship and her support helps him to sail in the boat of normalcy for some
time. She throws in a cloak of protection on a couple of occasions and hopes
against hope that things would change, but they go worse till it hits rock
bottom.
She
realizes that Raju lives in a different world in the bed of Nature, away from
the human population. Raju’s idyllic land is an allegory for a place where Man
and animals live together and there is no fear of each other (even a snake is
seen as harmless in his eyes) unlike the real world where he faces being
hounded by hundreds of eyes all gunning from him. It’s probably true that there
is more to be afraid of the human world with all its avarice and terror than
the rest of the universe which goes about its life obeying the laws of Nature.
Raju is
ultra-sensitive, which is a disqualification in a world that puts a premium on
being tough and street smart (killer instinct as we take pride in saying).
Every glance or remark is interpreted by his muddled mind as an attempt to
chain him down and push him further into a state of madness. But there is a
thin line between sanity and insanity and at times, it is difficult to separate
the two and then the mind asks the question who is truly insane – someone who seeks
to destroy the tranquility of Nature forest or somebody who protects it and
finds peace within it. In one of the scenes, when his anger reaches a
crescendo, he is even willing to kill but even then a part of his sub-conscious
mind prevents him from doing so.
The movie
largely operates from his view point and so everything is mostly seen as a violation
of his freedom. His piece of land which is decorated with books and his
inventions is far away from human existence and the only place where he can
find his peace of mind. Through Sameer Thahir’s lens and Prashant Pillai's BGM,
Chalakudy is exotic but there is a deliberate attempt to shoot Raju’s world in
all its romantic colours to magnify the rift between his house and the world
that he seeks refuge in and also raise a concern towards environmental
degradation.
There are
two worlds in the movie and in Raju’s mind – his sane secure free world and the
insane greedy world inhabited by the rest of the populace. There is a stretch
of water that separates the two worlds and the twain can never meet;
eventually, when his place is being ripped apart, the dam of emotions breaks
loose and it comes to a point of no return. There is bound to be an element of
ambiguity and lack of clarity when a movie deals with a subject that it cannot totally
explain and I'm willing to give benefit of doubt to Siddharth when we find
ourselves lost at times in the movie.
Siddharth
looks and plays his part as the mentally-disturbed Raju but I think he has the
makings of a better director than an actor and the audience may connect to the
character with a better performer. He is raw and angry inside but I was
searching for a sense of fear and insecurity that I did not find in him. I
wanted to empathize with Raju but could not get myself to do that – the
repeated bouts of insanity and our necessity to rationalize every act makes it
difficult to take that extra leap of faith, I suppose. Rima shakes off her
normal urban sophistication and gets down to playing an anxious wife, unable to
handle her husband’s frequent outbursts. She pleads, cajoles and compels him to
listen to her and make him understand his follies but the panacea is not so simple.
Even
though the film plays out through Raju’s viewpoint largely, it does not isolate
the rest of the cast as negative. His brother and relatives do not get along
with him well but there is a concern that is shown between them and we are not
looking at a black-and-white divide between a man and his greedy family. They
try to help him out at times and are tolerant of his unusual behaviour but are
equally weary about it. The family is helpless and after a point of time
desperate to turn its back towards him but this is also due to their inability
to handle the situation – after all, it is not just the patient who struggles
but also his near and dear ones in these circumstances.
Mental
illness is a theme that people are not very uncomfortable talking about – maybe
if you paint it as a melodramatic piece as Blessy's Thanmatra did, they find it
easier to handle. If you can manipulate the audience and get them to sympathize
with the character and get a good actor to play the part, most of the work is
done. But if it is raw, disturbing and inexplicable, we don’t want to face it;
we want to rationalize it but putting on a logical cap in a world where logic
has no role to play makes it difficult to appreciate the problem. No one really
knows for sure what causes mental illness, and why it happens or what is its
cure. Is it genetic, social, circumstantial, sheer grit or something else?
From an
audience perspective, the deal breaker is their lack of emotional investment in
Raju's character. In Thanmatra, we are exposed to Ramesan Nair's aspirations
and are involved at multiple levels with his family, his work and his attempts
to get his son to fulfill his dreams. In Sibi Malayil's gut wrenching
Thaniyavarthanam, we relate to Balan Mash's victimization as he is pushed to
the edge of his sane self (remember the poignant scene where the students are
scared of him in the school) and we root for him in all his suffering.
Or think of Lohithadas' brilliant debut Bhoothakannadi where Vidyadharan's mind, within the
claustrophobic walls of the prison, is unable to differentiate between the real world and an external fantasy. We know his fears are exaggerated and irrational but the tragedy plays in our minds too as we sense the wilderness of his mind. There are defining moments in these movies that we hold close to our heart, enabling us to transcend their state of mind. But to many of us watching Raju's agony, he comes across as a remote figure with little sense of his emotional upheaval and the trials and tribulations in his mind - maybe it is deliberately done but I think you can only empathize with the character when you know him sufficiently enough.
Or think of Lohithadas' brilliant debut Bhoothakannadi where Vidyadharan's mind, within the
claustrophobic walls of the prison, is unable to differentiate between the real world and an external fantasy. We know his fears are exaggerated and irrational but the tragedy plays in our minds too as we sense the wilderness of his mind. There are defining moments in these movies that we hold close to our heart, enabling us to transcend their state of mind. But to many of us watching Raju's agony, he comes across as a remote figure with little sense of his emotional upheaval and the trials and tribulations in his mind - maybe it is deliberately done but I think you can only empathize with the character when you know him sufficiently enough.
As
someone who has seen mental illness from a very close range, it is difficult
for me to look at the issue in its entire sense of objectivity. There are
memories that play back to and froth and it is difficult to express that
anguish on the wider lens and it is understandable why people find it difficult
to sit through a movie like Nidra. There is no redeeming factor and no
prescription for the issue and you could argue that it is pointless to indulge
in self-flagellation. It’s difficult to say what I felt about the movie even
now – maybe it was disturbing is a good enough thought - and I don't expect too
many people to warm themselves to it….
PS: Also
sharing a few thoughts here on mental illness that I had written a few years
back as I observed it from close quarters….
Originally published in MadAboutMoviez - http://madaboutmoviez.com/2012/03/13/nidra-2012-movie-review-through-the-eyes-of-raju/
Originally published in MadAboutMoviez - http://madaboutmoviez.com/2012/03/13/nidra-2012-movie-review-through-the-eyes-of-raju/